Eyes wide open

So this is the end of the story
Everything we had, everything we did
Is buried in dust
And this dust is all that's left of us
And only a few ever worried

While the signs will clear
They have no idea
You just get used to living in fear
Or give up
When you can't even picture your future

We walk the plank with our eyes wide open

- Gotye


Sometimes moments, things, feelings can suck so badly, suck you in so deeply.. to such an extent that in the end you have a smile on your face and realize you can be more than happy without all of the above. And I am. Happy. Just not always, and only at moments being happy is useless. I want it to stay forever, cause it liberates me from everything I don't want to feel.